you're fucking realistic and fast.
fucking dissapointed but i know you won't care knowing how realistic you are. but that's great. you teach me how to let things go even faster _|_
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas all! :) Christmas this year its a little different as some stuff are no longer there. Been feeling a little empty in my heart since last night when the clock strike 12. Ahh, gotta stop being unhappy and thinking about the past. Things don't change for you alone and time is not going to wait for you either.
This year is coming to an end. There are many ups and down even till recently.
Summary of 2009,
1. Academically, I've been doing fairly well and there were many recognition for it. (Y) Not gona stop where I am but to strive even further I promised but I realised I've been stressing myself too much this semester.
2. I've made great friends like my E26E lovelies! I'm very thankful to have them with me till now and that's part of the reason why I'll still go school despite being so not motivated. HuiXian & co from poly forum! :) (Y)
3. When I start to make new friends, I start to lose some impt people to me but that's when I know where I stand in them, :/ It hurts quite badly that I even cried before I sleep. That's bad but I know I got to be stronger.
4. Great that I'm still hanging on with WQ! 3 years and even more! :) <3 (Y)
5. Been closer to my family this year due to the birthday celebration we (siblings) introduced. <3 (Y)
6. I've got my haopengyous with me! :D (Y)
7. Learn many lessons/ knowledge, that I'm grateful that I did.
8. My temper is getting worse though it gets a little better when I start to be with WQ. Oh no. Got to learn to control it better seriously.
9. I've quit NESS that I thought I will hang on there till poly ends. LMAO!~ (any job lobang can intro me!)
10. Definitely, learn to my more independent.
11. I've turned 18 finally, and there's a lot of changes cause ...
This list can goes on and on. Let's see the future!
2010 resolutions:
1. Attachment to be smooth!
2. Hold on to all the things I've got right now and not to let go.
3. Stop being lazy and move my ass out of the bed & exercise!!!!
4. Enrol for car license? (Probably sem 2, since mum asked me alr)
5. MORE CLOTHES/PANTS/ ANYTHING I CAN WEAR IN MY WARDROBE!
6. I can't think of anything more, but I believe there is still a whole list.
Okay, I need to sleep, there is work tmrw! Say hi to Villa Veroni; Asti & Santero ; Moscato (Sparkling wine) I've got to face them 4 days straight and next weekend. Hopefully sales tmr will be as good as on x'mas eve and today!
Hols are great!
Hols has been great so far! :D
1. PP is over.
2. SOH camp is over. It's fun with my favourite people especially kayaking but not with the group of girls whom simply can't stop whinning. Spoiler totally.
3. Spent quality time with WQ this hols! :)
4. Met up with Ning, XH & Jialei last week! (Y)
5. I'm not going Rebel today :( It's only left with Zhixian, Han Qiang & xiong plus me. So ZX and me decided to cancel it.
6. I need to work 4 days straight from tmr onwards. Sian, but hopefully sales is good.
7. Next week is a busy week again for school stuff. I really hope JIVEfiesta can be over quickly.
8. I realised what I've been holding on is nothing actually. Action speaks louder than words. Been only seeing words from them rather than actions, so this led me to a conclusion & decision I've made for myself.
Hai, sometimes I wonder where does the problem lie, you or me? But I think is you because none seems to be bother :/
K, GONE FOR GOOD!
P.S: I can't seems to upload pics onto FB ZX, wait patiently for the pics of YC's bday!
IT'S OVER! :)
I'm done with my PP assesment! :) Should be able to pass I guess, since I'm able to answer all question being posed.
No more BBQ but turft city for steamboat again!! :) Hols here I come! :D
Final lap for PP
Tmr I'm having my PP presentation. Seriously freak me out. Hopefully the questions are manageable and I'm able to clear it at one go!! I want to get it over and done with man.I'll be done at 2.20pm sharp tmr! GOODLUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE PRESENTING ON TMR, NEXT DAY, THE DAY AFTER NEXT!
Wish me luck luck luck luck luck. I wna go clubbing this hols! Probably with E26E peeps! Dawn is telling me that she wna go explore and experience, sama-sama! HAHAH. Zhi xian if you saw this post, jio meee kkkk? :)
Fireflies
HTM UT2 is over! :) No confidence as I didn't really know what I was typing down.
& it's marketing tmr. extremely sian because I lose interest for this module due to a 'great' faci I have. Well, life still have to go on. Got to learn not to hate her, 5 more weeks lesson before I can bid farewell to her.
I feel that I'm rather busy these few days & next week.
14 - LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! :)
15- PP presentation during noon, Yichao's 18th BBQ at night! :D
16 - going out with W34F peeps!
17- I not sure if I'm still meeting my haopenyous
18- I need to pack stuff for my camp, and work.
19-20- SOH camp @ Pulau Ubin! I'm the student leader and hopefully it will be a fun one! It's been a long time since I went to camp!
Off to do RJ, & mug for marketing UT!
You are often on MSN and Facebook and you are less focused in class nowadays.
"Doris, you were the team scribe for this session. Although you participated in class and team discussions, you seems distracted. Also, you are often on MSN and Facebook and you are less focused in class nowadays. Do try to revert away from such distractions during lesson time as it affects your learning process and progress."
Apparently the reason that drove her to write this comment is because she use my laptop to flash the worksheet because her laptop was down. & she didnt even said "thanks" to me instead she close my MSN window without asking my permission. Next time I won't be so kind to help her already. :@
Instead of A, its B+, WHY?
29/35 still B+. Argh, stupid moderation. It should be an A instead of B+ !!!!!! :(
UT2 is coming up! All the best to everyone! :) Will update soon on my legal 18th! :D
18th birthday
I'm finally 18th while friends like Jialei & Xinhui are turning 19th next mth. How great right? Ok, I can go clubbing and everything already! (Y)
ANYWAY, I wanna thank:
- Haopengyous for celebrating way before my bday!
-Baby for giving my surprise at 12am with a cake beside my bed where I'm already slping together with the card! <3 Feel very loved by you!
- E26E lovelies for the cake & card with the 'good' chinese they wrote inside by the guys. HAHA! Thanks thanks! lovee you people!
-Da jie for the ang bao! :D
-Family for going to Jack place to celebrate my bday with me!
-Everyone who wished me through sms/ fb comments/ face to face!
Xoxo!
